“Lucy,
stop staring at the mirror again! People will think you’re vain, and I
don’t want to be gossiped about at church.” I say to the five year old
at my vanity, from over my magazine.
“But Mama, it’s so weird. Molly does everything the way I do, but opposite!” Lucy exclaims, as if this explains everything.
“I told you Lucy, that’s called a reflection.” I respond, “There is no “opposite” girl.”
“But Mama-”
“No buts! Now go get ready for bed.”
Lucy
wanders back into her room, and I’m glad she doesn’t have her own
mirror. She has become entranced by all reflections, convinced that her
reflection is another person from another world, named Molly. Molly? I
remind myself to cut down on her sugar or television time. Imagine,
another world through the mirror? What kind of nonsense is that?
I
go back to the article I’m reading, “How to best Instagram your meals:
Brighter, Bolder, Food”. I shift around, trying to get comfortable, but
can’t seem to find that sweet spot. I can't quite forget Lucy's
fascination and I feel the urge to look into the vanity mirror myself. I
put down my magazine, and go to stand before the large glass
reflection. I stare back at myself, and my expression surprises me. I
look…pensive and wary. I force a smile to change my reflection, but I
can’t change my eyes. They seem to be telling me something, but I can’t
put my finger on it. Maybe I don’t want to?
“Who are you?” I ask my
mirror version, “Do you have a daughter named Molly?” No response. Of
course not! I laugh off my silliness, and go back to my reading. After
trying to get through “50 shades of Nude Lips" I turn out the light and
go to bed.
“Tap! Tap! Tap!”
I
wake up to hear knocking on glass. I lie in my bed, eyes looking up to
the ceiling and nowhere else. What is that? I think to myself; it must
be the window: A bird must have flown into it, or something, I reason. I
close my eyes again.
“Tap! Tap! Tap!”
Eyes
open again, the sound is louder, closer, and a shiver goes through me.
It’s not the window. I pull the blanket over my head, if I ignore it, it
doesn’t exist.
“TAP!” I can’t ignore it. The sound is in the room, with me. It’s coming from the mirror.
I
turn on my lamp, and get up carefully. I gasp.There sits a shadowy
figure at the vanity; with a flickering, bluish light casting grotesque
figures around the room. I gulp once before calling out, “Who’s there!”
“Ahh!”
My husband turns on the light, “You scared me!” he laughs.
“What are you doing?” I ask, confused.
“Oh, I didn’t want to wake you, so I thought I’d sit here.”
“Wake me?”
He
gestures to the iPad on the vanity table, with flickering images of
people being stupid on youtube. Plugged into it, a pair of headphones.
I pause, and then I start to laugh. “That explains everything! I’m going back to bed.”
A few moments I hear muffled laughter, and roll my eyes, before I realize: the laugh was a woman’s.
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